Showing posts with label procrastination. Show all posts
Showing posts with label procrastination. Show all posts
Tuesday, April 15, 2014
Dead Trees. Wind. Sleep Deprivation.
I am currently surrounded by trees. Dead trees. Yes that's right I have paper surrounding me.
I wish these pieces of paper told me the answer to life, but instead all they are doing are just lying there all limp like waiting to be picked up and read by my dropping eyes.
I know I'm doing this all wrong. I should be working on this presentation that I will be performing for people who don't actually give a shit what I say, only I care about it because:
a) This shit has taken up a lot of my time;
b) I want to pass this paper so I never have to take it again and
c) Maybe my teacher cares (let's be honest she probably hates hearing them all too).
But no, here I am writing a blog post about nothing important, vital or even worthwhile of reading.
But alas I will write this waste of time post all so I feel like I have a valid reason not to pick up that piece of paper which contains the answer to at least my presentation questions.
Why is it so hard to pick up that piece of paper and read it? (This is not a rhetoric question, I need answers)
Now the wind is howling at me. It feels like it knows what I am doing, or not doing in my case, and instead of a parent telling me off its the wind outside as it beats against my door outside. So wind I am blaming you for putting me off my study mood as you are distracting with your wailing and howling.
There that makes me feel better blaming something else instead of myself for my lack of productiveness.
My eyes are now waning and all I can think about is how comfy my bed looks. Sleep deprivation is a silent killer, it creeps up on you slowly as one minute all is well and then boom all of a sudden you just want to sleep on any available surface. But you can't because that is frowned upon in society.
Paper that surrounds me please just let me sleep for one night, like for 8 hours and I would be content, and I promise I will pick you up and read you tomorrow. Plus I have to because this presentation is due in two days.
Man do I need to sort out my priorities. Next semester. Who am I kidding it's been five years, I'm not changing now.
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Saturday, June 8, 2013
Exam Time Part 1
Like the picture says I should be studying for my exams, but with study comes procrastination. During my great procrastination moment I thought "I'm putting all this time and effort in to a two hour or three hour exam, why?"
There is so much pressure to do well in exams when in the real work environment they don't tell you to sit down for three hours and write three essays in order to keep your job, or do they? did I skip that class where they told us this actually happens?
So much of my life right now is dedicated to study and I hope like hell it will all be worth it at the end of the day, otherwise I'll just end up working at Burger King for the rest of my damn life on minimum wage...NOT COOL!!
So to everyone out there going through exams or who will eventually do exams GOOD LUCK and remember if you study hard then it will be worth it in the end, and when you reach that end you will forever have your student loan to remind you of those long nights studying and pointless lectures you once attended.
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